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Sex Entry #18: More shower sex…
I just want to say that the sex that K and I have now is a lot less kinky, but it is better since we are not seeing each other as often. Like when we actually see each other we get all nervous and happy and then as soon as we are alone, we are all over each other. :) Today he came over to my house before he had work and before I had class. :) It started out with me being a good woman and cooking him lunch because he brought me Dunkin Donuts. :)
After lunch we headed up to my room and watched some T.V. for a little bit…then we both started getting a little bit frisky. That is when I nipped everything in the bud and told him that we needed to take a shower before everything happens because I was not of the best odor and neither was he because I woke up and then cooked and he woke up and drove over to me…
So we got into the shower and it was serious business for like 5 minutes and then he started biting my neck and like any girl, I gave in and I melted like a pile of goo in his hands. His hands then wandered around my body moving from my boobs to my back, ass, and ribs. Then his hands seemed to wander a bit more south…yep…he started fingering me. :P
Now, I am a girl who is not a fan of foreplay and it isn’t because I don’t enjoy it…it is because I enjoy it so much that I just want to get to the act so much quicker. So I then took it upon myself to bend over and put him inside of me. He said it was just going to be a tease because he didn’t want to cum just then because he wanted to save it for later, but I knew that once he started he wouldn’t be able to resist himself.
Holy shit, he actually stopped! D: I was not expecting it! So, since we were in the shower I washed myself to get all the juices out of there because I was pretty wet and it wasn’t because I was in the shower! After I was all washed, I turned around with my back to Jacob so I could rinse my back off when he pushed me down and started fucking me! He said “I know this defeats the purpose of everything you just did, but whatever, I couldn’t help it.”
There he was plugging away at me in the shower with the sound of the water splashing when his hips hit my ass with each thrust. Since he already had about 5 minutes invested in this ordeal from the previous time, it didn’t take much more time for him to cum. I guided him hands around my body and had him play with my nipples a bit because even though they are not that sensitive, when I am aroused they get a million times more sensitive and I love it.
I could sense that he was going to cum soon so I turned around and said in a seductive voice, “You wanna cum on my tits?” to which he responded with “Yeah, yeah. I’m gonna cum.” He kept going until that moment and then he pushed me down and I turned around and took his dick and gave him an amazing handjob while he was cumming (which was helpful for me because I got to direct where the cum was going because some guys try to pull that “I was aiming for your chest…it just happened to get on your face.” and I was not about to play that game.)
Overall, an amazing day with my boyfriend who is so cute and adorable! <3
Feeling kinda down about myself…
So lately I have been really down about myself because of my weight and it has been annoying me more than I am leading on.. The other day K and I were driving in the city and we were next to a car that was full of guys and their windows were down and they were talking and one of them said “I wanna find a girl, but not a fat one, like that one over there.” and K got super pissed and I tried to shrug it off like it meant nothing to me, but it really crushed my self-esteem. I mean, I know I am over weight, but people don’t need to point it out when I am normal. It is not like I am obese or anything, I could stand to lose like 20 lbs and I would be golden. But people just piss me off because if I am not a size 4, then I am not a real person and I deserve to go eat my feelings because that is all I do anyway.
It has gotten to the point where I try to eat very little when I am in public because I don’t want to be judged for what I eat, or the amount that I eat.. Ugh, and I have been trying to lose weight but I am too busy with school, work, being the photo editor for a newspaper, and having a boyfriend/social life to fit working out in. :/ But I have been watching what I am eating and I am not eating the shitty food that I use to and I have been cutting out soda like a boss. I feel like I have been losing weight but I don’t know if it shows.
I know it is crazy, but I am really scared that K doesn’t find me sexually attractive much because of my weight. :/ Okay, I am 5’2” and I weigh around 150 lbs, so I am not massive, just a bit chubby. I guess it is just my nerves and my self esteem right now but I feel like poop. Meh, it is probably a passing feeling right now, but it still sucks. :/ Especially since K is so damn skinny! D: It makes me feel like I am a cow next to him because he is 5’7” and weights 120 lbs and is built and I am…not… Gawd, I hate when I get in these moods.
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